Q1. I found my twin flame purely accidental on the internet. This wasn’t any kind of dating service but a website called IMVU. Ironically we both joined the exact same day a year ago on Nov 18th. From the first time we connected it’s been an emotional, psychic roller coaster ride. Our need for each other is overwhelming and mind you that we live over 2000 miles away. We think ourselves as crazy at times going through the torment of not having that physical touch and not always in the sexual way. We meet once this past May and the union was something that words cannot describe, more of a merging of each other. It was as if we were picking up where we left off. After that the bond for each other has become overwhelming. Every time we try to reunite, something always seems to block us, like death in the families, at the same time or believe or not, we came down with strep throat at the exact same time and again we live 2000 miles away. She is a beautiful woman and can have the choice of any man, but her devotion and love for me keeps her connected and enduring this present situation of separation. I in turn only want to be with her and no other. Our psychic connection is so intense that 99/100, when I’m calling her she’s texting me and vise versa. This happens so much that we have learned to accept it. We tried again to reunite on Dec 2nd and something pressing came up on her side, two months ago it was on me. Is there any reason why we seem to be blocked every time we try to reunite?
A1. Ah, there are no accidents…everything happens in the divine flow…so you were definitely meant to encounter your twin when you did, the way that you did. One thing that twin flames are healing right now, individually and collectively, is the perception and emotions of separation. The irony here is that even though our spirits know that there is never any separation, our souls chose to experience it on a human level so that we could completely release it, shedding the layers of feeling the depth of this separation. In addition, we are also cultivating and strengthening the very strong, intense psychic connection with the twin flame, as you are aware of and familiar with from the many times you have reached out to each other at the same time, or the mirroring experiences in your life.
My recommendation would be not to focus on when you will be fully reuniting in all ways, nor to focus on the universe creating blockages, as truly everything is always perfect and in divine order. You will absolutely be with your twin when the perfect time arises…but right now, bask in the connection and love that is always present in each moment. I know you know this.
Q2. My TF and I still going to the same university, but this semester I have classes in another building very far away from his. And I guess our hours are different. Before, we used to see one another at least three times per week. I miss so much him, I wish, I could see him again at least from far away. I’m sad and many times I have been coming to my home crying, you know driving and crying. Many times I look carefully around with the hope to see him, but at the same time I still feel scared because I don’t know how to face him. I am still feeling and seeing him at the astral level. I have just a couple of questions, why the feeling for my TF is growing and growing like a snow ball? And why TFs meet if many times there are so many obstacles between them to be together in the tangible world? Is it about preparation?
A2. I understand the feeling and desire to see your twin in the flesh, yet understand that you are sharing with one another in each moment that your bodies are away from each other, as you are seeing and meeting with him in the astral plane. This will continue to increase as your journey unfolds towards reunion…(union = you and I are one and therefore re-union = remembering that you and I are one, experiencing this oneness again). There is some fear that is asking to be recognized, as you open up to the layers of what is causing the fear of sharing with your twin…are there some insecurities about yourself that you are aware of that needs to be healed? Do you feel that you can receive love and keep love? How do you perceive partnership? All of your past experiences in relationship need to be healed and seen from a higher perspective, that they have all served their purpose, allowing you to grow, to heal, to see love from a deeper place, increasing your capacity to give and receive unconditional love.
Again, there is no separation between you and your twin, even when not in direct, physical connection and the time away from your bodies sharing, you have consistent and various opportunities to increase the psychic connection that you do have, and will always have. This will deepen as you continue forward, and as you are open to it. I encourage you to always keep your heart open, opening more and more, even when you are feeling the intensity of emotions that perceiving you are separate from your twin can bring about. Let yourself feel them so that they can be released, healed and transformed. Hence, the feelings for your twin flame will continue to grow as you move into this deeper frequency of unconditional love for yourself, which naturally brings you into a deeper space of love for your twin flame, and then it will extend out to everyone and everything in the world…this is what the one heart of the twin flame creates.
Divine timing is so much a part of twin flame union, and therefore, there are steps to take leading up to the union. Preparation is a good way to look at this, for part of the twin flame union is about the mission that you take on, individually and together, to offer the world. So as a result, you need to be ready and your twin needs to be ready, knowing, believing, feeling, acting from the truth that you are both one and whole on your own, while also understanding that when you join together, your oneness and wholeness are increased. It is important to be aware of what fears are coming up within you so that you can move forward on your particular purpose here in the world, following as you are guided. You ARE here for a reason and it merely takes tapping into what you are passionate about, knowing that if you are feeling something strongly within you, then you can bring it into being in your life. Allow yourself to be here in this present moment, and take steps in each moment, as you are guided, to bring yourself into a deeper place of love for you and for life, which does enhance the love for your twin, and the clarity of your purpose and your mission with your twin will be revealed with each step.