Loving and Allowing Love: The Continuous Journey
Dec15

Loving and Allowing Love: The Continuous Journey

Follow I had a layered conversation the other evening with a male friend of mine, about love and connection. There are so many thoughts that move through us when our hearts are awakened. Many past experiences come rising up to the surface, and hesitancy because maybe IT may happen all over again, whatever the IT may be. Somewhere in those thoughts and the fears, comes a drawn out action (or non action) scene from a movie, with anger, betrayal, tears and a whole lotta pain going on. You know that feeling when you are sleeping, having an intense dream, then you open your eyes and realize it was only in your consciousness? Often times, what you are afraid of, what you envision in your mind of what “could be” or “could happen” is all make believe. When someone comes into your life, profoundly connects to your heart, pulls you deep within your soul, and the Universe surrounds you both with support, you can guarantee this is not something to be thought through, but felt within, and allowed to flow as it will. Why think of how, when, what as wow, yes, and so good are waiting for you to bask in them? Our wounds are triggered when our hearts awaken, and intense emotions with another bring us away from the supposed control we may want to have in our lives. I find it interesting that we desire to be immersed in the heat of passion’s dance, yet when we are in the midst of it, we can block it from enveloping us because of uncertainties, insecurities… Love invites us into the depths of who we think we are into the truth of who we really are. Do you feel you can allow all of YOU, both what you find beautiful and what you find unattractive about you to another? And if you do, will they love all of you? This is what the song, “Dark Side” is all about. https://youtu.be/H5ArpRWcGe0 Can another witness all of you and still love you? Somewhere along the journey, you may have developed a belief that you cannot be loved for those not so shiny pieces, and maybe you believed it. But the truth is, that love is about YOU loving YOURSELF through the RELATIONSHIP with another, as in this relating, you are always encountering YOU. Your wounds, your beliefs, your emotions, your patterns, your thoughts on what isn’t lovable about YOU…. Then what happens? You can close your expression of love off, you can start thinking about what you don’t find attractive about your partner (projection), you want to run away and not...

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Move Freely in your Truest Vibration
Sep04

Move Freely in your Truest Vibration

Follow In order to move forward freely in the truest vibration of my soul and be the expression of my pure essence, I let go of anything that is no longer needed. This does not necessarily mean transitioning from all relationships or all things, but it may be shifting your perception within them. Always follow your heart. It knows what is in authentic alignment with your truth, moment to...

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All Your Experiences are Used, Infused with Light
Sep01

All Your Experiences are Used, Infused with Light

Follow Having that feeling that a chapter is closing in my life, as I found out that I am completing an 18 year cycle astrologically. This feels so accurate on many levels, that what is transitioning is merely the beginning of new ways of expression and creation in my life, all of the previous experiences are used, infused with light so that I might utilize them and realize them into my consciousness. Integration and inspiration, meet manifestation. The book that is my life, then and anew, is underway, as I shall play within it and display it in my second book, openly raw, intimately authentic, passionately vulnerable… feels good.         The dance of balance always, all ways, IS ~ how witnessing the extremes of light and dark, masculine and feminine, etc, etc has brought me to a place of fully comprehending what union consciousness is. It is AND rather than OR. Everything is part of the whole of it and nothing is separate. Not only through the talking of it but the walking of it… experience makes everything known, shown. There is bravery in choosing this incarnation and using every moment to gift the world with your own uniqueness uncovered and discovered along your...

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Merge Your Heart with Your Body, and Emerge as Your One Self
Aug27

Merge Your Heart with Your Body, and Emerge as Your One Self

Follow We are in the stage as this is the age where we merge our hearts with our bodies more profoundly, and emerge as the blooming blossom of beauty in our uniqueness, feeling comfortable in our skin and revealing that shining sweetness within and to the world! For me, there has been much inner work, quiet solitude, many tears flowing as my presence is growing. I am discovering the wholeness that I AM as I am uncovering piece by piece, of all that is me, my layered identity. Within this complexity, yet simplicity, is a wellspring of clarity. We are uniting all that seems to be separate, light and dark, masculine and feminine, fantasy and reality, then and now (and the future). It is all connected as it is all reflected in the ONE. Union consciousness always IS, and this is the gift that is meant to uplift our Spirits into bliss on the journey of divine love, the encountering and knowing our soul mates, twin flames, Beloveds on this loving journey we are walking. There has been quiet and introspection, yet much reflection and intention…as we continue to build, to create who we are, individually and as one. Streaming love from my heart to yours. We are evermore intimately walking the path. Continue to perfect your voice, knowing it is a choice, to let YOU come beaming through in your uniqueness, which is part of the oneness we...

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We are the AND and the ALL of It ~ Inspired by Robin Williams
Aug12

We are the AND and the ALL of It ~ Inspired by Robin Williams

Follow Such a profound shock and an intensity of emotion set in when I heard of Robin William’s suicide ~ in addition, a silence so deep that I felt as though I took a trip within the halls of my own being to the place where we are all connected. The pain was manifested in my own body, the overwhelming understanding of the darkness that can seem never-ending when in the grips of depression embraced me, and I knew. The intimate insights that come when we surrender to the throes of such emotion…mmm, there are no words which can quite capture its hold as the heart beholds the nuances and multiple layers within the dynamics prevalent inside the human experience… Robin Williams was known for his versatile acting ability, and the kindness within his heart. There was a childlike quality in him that thrived and survived throughout all the years, undeterred by age, unencumbered by limitation. Of course, this childlike energy seeped through in his acting, and his humorous vibes graced the lives of all that knew him and watched him on the screen. Truly, I believe in remembering the life he lived, and what he has given us. Yet I also feel that such a strong emphasis is needed here, to remember the balance…we are always in this dance, with balance as a key reminder. Can we see ALL of it and not just ONE side of it? As I was laying, and the tears flowed, what came to me was a message my Dad gave me in a dream shortly after he passed ~ as his image was overlaid upon the image of my Beloved, my Dad fading away and my Beloved coming in more clear ~ “Bring in the humor, always remember the humor.” The truth is my father hid behind his humor. Rather than confront within or express how he felt, he would make jokes and bring in the humor. Humor is absolutely essential yet equally so, is the necessary balance of allowing yourself to feel pain, sadness, frustration, whatever comes, and in your own unique way, bringing the balance of both aspects of our inherent nature ~ to let the insight within the depths come, and the inspiration that follows into a lighthearted creation of our guidance and choosing. In that same dream, my father gave an additional message ~ he told me that there was a coat of arms in Vermont, and when I looked up “coat of arms, Vermont” on handy dandy Google, I found out that the state of Vermont has a coat of arms, with the words, “Freedom” and “Unity.”...

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Piecing the Puzzle Together, Piece by Piece, Revealing the MASTERpiece
Aug11

Piecing the Puzzle Together, Piece by Piece, Revealing the MASTERpiece

Follow Walking the journey of human experience merged, consciously, with your spiritual essence, invites you to move along the path with a profound sense of trust, seemingly unfounded in reality. When you purchase a puzzle, you know that all of the pieces are within the box. You trust this, without the need to open the box before you buy it. When you open the box, and release all of the contents within, you don’t initially have the awareness of where each piece fits in or the order in which you will place the pieces that fit with the ones that are awaiting their arrival. Again, there is a trust, and inherently, a patience that also resides in the space between the completion of the whole masterpiece. This is the invitation I am presenting to you right here, right now, whatever point along your journey you are. I invite you, to trust, that what you have seen, what you have felt, what you know deeply inside as your truth, your destiny, is infinitely unfolding as you continue to move forward step by step. There is an essential willingness to surrender to and allow the unknown, trusting that what you don’t know right now will present itself to you when the timing is right. Therefore, the puzzle piece you uncovered and placed in perfect alignment will prepare you for the recognition of the next piece, along with the clarity of its placement. How divine is this example of the puzzle in regard to relationships, and in particular the twin flame experience, for you are immersing yourself into your WHOLEness, piece by piece, and uncovering all of the pieces that is your oneness, moment to moment, experience by experience as you walk your journey. It is within walking the journey, allowing the presence of the moments, that each piece of your uniqueness fuses together, and how your wholeness makes itself known and shown to you. With each piece of the puzzle you discover, the love of the wholeness and the excitement of its completion increases but also the patience of the sweetness of experiencing this completeness. You are already whole and complete, but it is within this journey of human incarnation that you can bring yourself into this wholeness within the experience, therefore allowing the submersion of the intimate layers of your oneness, enhancing your vibrations of love, increasing your capacity to be love and be loved, emanating the Beloved to the world. HU is an expression meaning God, and therefore, we are God in man, God in formation (hence ~ HUman), experiencing the wholeness that is all of the pieces of...

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