Q. I have been going through a big transition for the past couple of months. It seems that I am moving back into my feminine core at a rapid rate. Well, let me start it all this way. At my core I am feminine, but 12 years ago I met and married a feminine man, because at the time I was more in my masculine energy, because I was working full time and raising my daughter alone. So here he comes along. Well, for the past couple of months we have really been repelling each other big time. We haven’t had sex in 3 years, because I am so turned off and repelled by him. I have been thinking over really hard this whole marriage, and I have come to the conclusion that it is time to end it. I am 44 years old, I no longer want to remain in a marriage that has passed it’s expiration date. I want more. So with that being said, does all of this I am experiencing have anything to do with my twinflame who I met 25 years ago. Who also happens to be very masculine. I am trying to get a footing on all of this so much is flooding me at one time. It’s like the universe is saying, “ok, you are behind the 8 ball, it’s time to get moving…”
A. A quick question? *smile* Ok, let me try my best to start answering this for you…a HUGE part of the twin flame journey/path/union is one of balancing the masculine and feminine energies within (on the side of both twins), and then expressing this balance in the outer experience. Therefore, it is not surprising that you were attracted to a “feminine man,” when you recognized that you were more prominently within your masculine energy. Being “repelled” is quite a STRONG way of expressing energies that are not in alignment (and of course that can always shift and change from moment to moment). I would recommend that you take a step back to look at the relationship from within…what is repelling you? Where are those feelings coming from? Every relationship is also a mirror for us to look within on what is coming up and what we are meant to receive as well as give within it. It feels that this relationship that you are currently in has had many opportunities to offer you deeper balancing of both the masculine and feminine energies within you, which you then bring into the relationship and all others in your life…and I wonder if it is truly completed? Feel whether the feelings of this relationship being at an end is coming from a deep inner knowing and guidance or is it wanting to move on to something “better?” Now, I’m not saying that your marriage is NOT at an end…truly you would be the one to know this for sure…but before moving and acting on that decision, feel if it is truly the case. Lots of love!