Our LoveMaking Quaking and Awaking Us into One
by Gabriella Hartwell
It is you again, and our love making that catapults my soul profoundly into this physical body, the love within us shared and merged between us brings an outpouring of tears to my eyes, down my cheeks. My hand goes to my heart as any pieces of blocking this intensity of love wash away. It is like you are breathing into my heart as life flows through my entire body. I am born again, into the sweetness, the purity, the safety and truth of the love always present, always increasing between us – as our selves blend, merge into the oneness that we are with each other. We are no longer each other, as separate, but one, in union. Last night as I drifted to sleep, I kissed your forehead, the top of your crown chakra and cradled your head to my chest, holding you in the warm embrace of our silent symmetry. There we left our physical bodies to dance, to play, to remember and integrate lifetimes we’ve shared, all that we’ve experienced, into what we know right now.
As I awoke, my physical eyes could not see you beside me yet my heart knows you are here with me always, and very soon, in all ways. When we tap into our love, we expand the perception and capacity for love to all souls that have chosen to be incarnate at this time, and time slips away as we are together. You create inside of me as I snuggle into the crevices inside of you – our snuggling and creations are birthing a new earth into expression. I love you, my love, and in each moment you take my breath away and give it back to me all at once.
I happened to see my TF at a function yesterday but so briefly and then he left and I felt so sad after that and later cried my heart out. The pain is too much and I feel terrible. However much we stay in the divine flow , each time our hopes are raised and dashed, it is like going thro it all from the beginning and feels hopeless. Gabriella, this post feels as if my TF is consoling me, but again it could be my wishful thinking. Thank you for providing a space to share our jouurney. Yesterday, my soulmate said all my searching is a waste and will blow in my face and I will be left destroyed emotionally. Is it a warning for me? Am I heading for such a disaster?
Disaster? I don’t think so. I never talk with my husband (soulmate about these subjects: TFs or soulmates) I think he is not ready for this stuff. Gabriella, I feel that way as you describe here in your post: “As I awoke, my physical eyes could not see you beside me yet my heart knows you are here with me always.”
just so perfect my dear, as amazing and deep and eternal as ever. you are such an amazing goddess of love and depth and i/we are eternally blessed for you and your love
and ahhh, yes, do relate to this one strongly with all and all of me and my being~ “I love you, my love, and in each moment you take my breath away and give it back to me all at once.”
There could rare few anything or so succinct to encompass it all and the ALL. ~ Love ~