Q. I released my twin, I had so much anger towards him for not feeling, not being awake, for carrying this myself. I can feel and sense the choice of choosing love, and believe in it, yet my ego hasn’t fully allowed myself to open and receive this. We had a reading together, not a twin flame relationship reading. When we met, we pursued a relationship, he is married, and he spoke words of Plato that spoke of twin flames. He talked about how every touch communicates, how his heart aches for me. When I first saw him my first instinct was I am going to marry him and have children with him. He is adamant that he is not for me. I finally feel a release today, an acceptance. I don’t even know what I want to know…I guess I am just upset that he isn’t in-tune with his feeling, or closes them. That he could close his heart so easily to me. I feel like I carry a lot of his energy and his pain, that I heal him a lot. And so I was feeling that I carry this alone, struggling to choose love and not be angry, while accepting his choice and trying to reconcile my feeling of what I know. We have choices and even if we have charted a certain destiny, we still have free will to deviate, don’t we?
A. There is the layering of choosing…we choose on a soul level before incarnation and we absolutely have free will when we are here on Earth, therefore we would choose again. Have you seen the movie Sliding Doors? I would recommend it if you haven’t. For this movie brings up the ways our journey could go depending on the choices we make, however it also brings up that we will encounter and choose to share/create/be love with those we have a committed destiny with. If the soul intention is so strong with a particular soul, then it is SO much stronger that it will unfold and be chosen humanly again. I encourage you not to make the choice to see what IS right now as how it WILL be…we can resist what IS right now because it doesn’t fit into what we think or feel it should be or we aren’t given signs, clear ones, of receiving the reassurance that it will be. This reassurance and knowing must come from deep within you along this journey…this IS the way of it. There are timelines (as we humans know of it) for things to occur, choices to be made and if they aren’t by a certain point, then other events will unfold, other people/souls will come your way…so your journey may be different because of the choices made. “Sliding Doors” will bring more of a vision to this. I don’t want to say anymore so that you can enjoy the ride, the experience of watching it. Keep connecting to your heart within each now moment. Trust that all is flowing in perfection and that love, love is always, all ways, there, even when it seems not to be.
Q. Thank you, Gabriella. I believe that I live in what I know, not what is right now. My knowing is what guides me, and the “is” is what upsets me. Thank you for directing me to the movie. I have not seen it, but i will look for it. I believe it is unfolding and ok, and that great lessons are hear for me to learn from this. All we can do is look ahead, not backwards, not ruminate in the past, and be present. Today was spent in the past, bringing up a lot of painful beliefs and hurts to be released and let go of. Thank you. xo
A. You are so very welcome. I completely understand how what IS can bring about frustration and most often than not, it can be the result of as you say, being “in the past,” or wondering how, when, what you KNOW to be will be. I’ve been there…and have so sweetly, yet moving through the ups and downs within and without, surrendered into the perfection that is always unfolding. I feel this oneness, this love, this perfection and peace in me…this has moved me into the full feminine power of receiving as it comes. Know that what you know IS…and you are walking each step, ever closer, ever more in union with the WHOLE of it. Many, many xoxoxoxo