The Layers of Choosing your Destiny, Including Free Will
Q. I released my twin, I had so much anger towards him for not feeling, not being awake, for carrying this myself. I can feel and sense the choice of choosing love, and believe in it, yet my ego hasn’t fully allowed myself to open and receive this. We had a reading together, not a twin flame relationship reading. When we met, we pursued a relationship, he is married, and he spoke words of Plato that spoke of twin flames. He talked about how every touch communicates, how his heart aches for me. When I first saw him my first instinct was I am going to marry him and have children with him. He is adamant that he is not for me. I finally feel a release today, an acceptance. I don’t even know what I want to know…I guess I am just upset that he isn’t in-tune with his feeling, or closes them. That he could close his heart so easily to me. I feel like I carry a lot of his energy and his pain, that I heal him a lot. And so I was feeling that I carry this alone, struggling to choose love and not be angry, while accepting his choice and trying to reconcile my feeling of what I know. We have choices and even if we have charted a certain destiny, we still have free will to deviate, don’t we?
A. There is the layering of choosing…we choose on a soul level before incarnation and we absolutely have free will when we are here on Earth, therefore we would choose again. Have you seen the movie Sliding Doors? I would recommend it if you haven’t. For this movie brings up the ways our journey could go depending on the choices we make, however it also brings up that we will encounter and choose to share/create/be love with those we have a committed destiny with. If the soul intention is so strong with a particular soul, then it is SO much stronger that it will unfold and be chosen humanly again. I encourage you not to make the choice to see what IS right now as how it WILL be…we can resist what IS right now because it doesn’t fit into what we think or feel it should be or we aren’t given signs, clear ones, of receiving the reassurance that it will be. This reassurance and knowing must come from deep within you along this journey…this IS the way of it. There are timelines (as we humans know of it) for things to occur, choices to be made and if they aren’t by a certain point, then other events will unfold, other people/souls will come your way…so your journey may be different because of the choices made. “Sliding Doors” will bring more of a vision to this. I don’t want to say anymore so that you can enjoy the ride, the experience of watching it. Keep connecting to your heart within each now moment. Trust that all is flowing in perfection and that love, love is always, all ways, there, even when it seems not to be.
Q. Thank you, Gabriella. I believe that I live in what I know, not what is right now. My knowing is what guides me, and the “is” is what upsets me. Thank you for directing me to the movie. I have not seen it, but i will look for it. I believe it is unfolding and ok, and that great lessons are hear for me to learn from this. All we can do is look ahead, not backwards, not ruminate in the past, and be present. Today was spent in the past, bringing up a lot of painful beliefs and hurts to be released and let go of. Thank you. xo
A. You are so very welcome. I completely understand how what IS can bring about frustration and most often than not, it can be the result of as you say, being “in the past,” or wondering how, when, what you KNOW to be will be. I’ve been there…and have so sweetly, yet moving through the ups and downs within and without, surrendered into the perfection that is always unfolding. I feel this oneness, this love, this perfection and peace in me…this has moved me into the full feminine power of receiving as it comes. Know that what you know IS…and you are walking each step, ever closer, ever more in union with the WHOLE of it. Many, many xoxoxoxo
It never ceases to amaze me how your posts always come when I need them the most. This struck such a chord with me. I continue to surrender in each moment. Things feel different to me with my TF. Like he is also beginning to experience this surrender. This TF journey continues to bring up patience for me. Thank you for all that you do, as your posts continue to allow me to see the many layers within this journey.
With so much love and gratitude.
Dear Precious Gabriella and the one posing the questions~ oh how could i thank you for the precious timingness of this and thus helpful re minders to our heart and soul. It is in deed priceless how each moment we are attuned in being guided and supported beyond levels and how important it is. These times have been about transition through so much and more, sometimes ever so painful and turbulent but all in growth and speed processing through the new. thank you for your ever present true beaming love and guidance, Gabriella Goddess. I woke up to such presencing with the very call of yours: “I encourage you not to make the choice to see what IS right now as how it WILL be…we can resist what IS right now because it doesn’t fit into what we think or feel it should be or we aren’t given signs, clear ones, of receiving the reassurance that it will be. This reassurance and knowing must come from deep within you along this journey…this IS the way of it. There are timelines (as we humans know of it) for things to occur, choices to be made and if they aren’t by a certain point, then other events will unfold, other people/souls will come your way…so your journey may be different because of the choices made.”
Thank you ever much and more and I so needed this for the sanctuary of my heart tending right now as added direction on the path.Thank you deeply Goddess for your heart healing soothing reply it is very deeply moving and so beyond healing to the aching depths of certain levels that can never be measured ~ deepest gratitude for such deep sense bearing “knowing of the heart” and true path while being so attuned to the many dimensions to all levels of this and how things can feel like for ever trying, testing, as though all levels of growth and soul dimensions of reaching out would be tested through this process as well as heart core expansion which does anyways.It is beautiful I have been directed to post on a twin related aspect in experience on my blog and when done I shall direct to you the same or may be post through here, it is obvious the core message came repeating through that what i know deep within in purest presencing of who and what my twin is, and I am never to waver from it and in all supporting dimensions keep being conveyed through it and being immersed in the reconnection more and more, as also in all aspects especially when there are sinking things from mental dimensions and doubts overplayed, there are more than higher and overlying deeper dimensions of heart-soul etched truth that come being played in the real alignment of the truth. It IS what is indeed present for us all of us on the twin path journey.
These aside, also with the above said questions I do feel there are certain obvious things that have been kept coming around on this path. For instance when said “I feel like I carry a lot of his energy and his pain, that I heal him a lot. And so I was feeling that I carry this alone, struggling to choose love and not be angry, while accepting his choice and trying to reconcile my feeling of what I know. “~ this comes to me on and on, on the journey as experienced on many aspects myself as well as through others. it is interesting to note if this is not a common current with those tuned in as more of the sensory empaths, is it then not possible that some times the twin relating is often a projection of our empathic carrying and bearing or energetic semblance and hence here greater energetic releasing is needed to come back into balance?! For it is only through waves of dimensions of our energetic being and relating can we suppose a healthier balance can be established through the dynamics of such a deep intense relating?! is it not possible that when energies are so intense divine balance and plan acts in concern to bring these modes of so called separation so we can heal, restore, energize ourselves as within and so without and thus the whole realm of our twin connected relationship and this does aspect all spectrum of our relating. it is just a question i have been carrying and deeply seeking through this. of course on twin relating it is never possible to bring possible discourse of dimension of alignment such as since there are so many levels to this and intensities unable to explore through set defined human paradigms. i am not posing question over the present one here but i would have presented this to you otherwise as well. this does come imminent in the re echoing part of the twin aspecting and so many times (Especially the feminine or the usually more tuned in sensory receptor is experiencing this degree of deeper relative pain body experience, anger and that intense break through in separation while understanding or coming into balance of one’s own energies). So this part is so indeed relative for those on the twin path anyways and so many of us. why does it so often feel for those more tuned in to be left alone on the path or is it that more often than not we are carrying the pain and those feelings sides of the heavier,denser and all that the other is going through while another is not catching up to the finer senses and does it ever really follow through the gaps for so many highly tuned in to their twin energies, even met and acknowledged have to move otherwise?! does it all relate to the higher directed channeling of the love in all forms and aspects of love then when otherwise it is unmet for we are still on the process of vibrational balancing in the human levels of our experiences?also partly is it for of a conditioning of our many aspected and directed empathic energies in learning to balance, heal, reconnect and come into well established happy love bliss state and balancing of equilibrium in through the waves of this energetic dance that really paves the way for clearing the paths for human dimension of union at any other life time for indeed united we are with our twins no matter and the physical-human side to it all is merely a baby in the game catching up or bringing the alignment process in the real. this wholeness in realization and the very nature of our energetic dance is what so often leads us to release, understand and have a deeper connecting in twin realms and sometimes even the so called pain body processing even perhaps (much necessary all of this for our higher self chosen growth, purpose and evolution?! ) ~And thank you deeply I so love you beloved one and you know 😉 Love Love and more of Love ~*~*~**~*~*~