Many of you have been awaiting a response from me as to how things have turned out here in Los Angeles, and here I am, hearing your call to write. I am staying with a beautiful woman whom I have contracted within the soul to come together with at this particular time…as many of you are merging and connecting with soul family for the continuation of the birthing of many of your dreams…now is the time really. Perhaps you may have heard this plenty of times before, but there is no time, like right now, for this to truly be the case…
You know that my twin flame also currently resides in Los Angeles and it is one of the reasons why I have been guided to physically transition myself here, combined with the guidance and signs of this amazingly abundant universe. SO here I am…allowing each moment to unfold as it will, knowing so deeply in my heart that all is happening, gosh can I feel it!
Let me tell you a bit of what I have been experiencing…many of you may be feeling similar things and not sure how to interpret what is going on…let me try and help you. Before leaving Hawaii, my body was going through a lot of shifts and changes, feeling sick like symptoms in various different ways…and then transitioning here to Los Angeles was pushing my body to get adjusted, as it still is…but what insight has come to me is that I need (we need) to stop taking in and processing SO much…we need to be, and we need to be *in* the divine flow. We have learned for so long to do, do, do…sometimes we notice our feelings but we don’t do anything about them because we have to do, do, do some more…well, moving forward, we can’t DO this anymore. We need to BE this…now…to be ourselves, our *true* selves, not the selves we were told to be, not the roles we were told to take on, but who we really feel and know that we are. Yes, you still will need to do but the difference is bringing your being into your doing. Many consider this time now as the *age of love*, and literally, we are being called to take a look at our beliefs, our emotions, our actions to see if they are in alignment with our true essence, which is love. Are you living the life that you desire? Are you experiencing the love you crave? Are you following your destiny or following someone else’s script? When you aren’t following your heart and what you know deep down inside to be your *true* path, what will happen is your body will start to respond and not necessarily in what you may consider to be a “good” way. But also what is happening here is that our physical bodies are adjusting to the change in energetic alignments and shifts that are occurring individually yet also collectively…those of us, such as myself, that are intuitive and empathic can feel this on deeper levels. I went into Barnes and Noble today and as I picked up some books to read what the story was, and then opened up to pages to read a sample of the writing, I encountered some violence, bad mouthing, various creations of separation, and started to get faint…I had to put the books down and literally leave the store. This is happening with foods, my sleeping patterns have shifted (I’m resting a lot) and I literally want to crawl under the covers and not move, nor take in anything…I can’t even focus if I begin to watch something (or many somethings at a time), and feel like I need to take a break. If you are experiencing any of these symptoms, this is normal at this time, because we are changing, as individuals and as a collective…therefore, what may have been patterns for you are changing, and as a result, you might not be able to conceptualize what is happening at that moment, and it is OK. Let yourself take the time that you need to understand what is going on…at this time, more than ever, you need to be allowing yourself to live in the divine flow…you don’t need to know what is going to happen next week, what about right now?! What are you feeling right now? What are you guided to do right now? All that you need to *get done* will get done in the perfect time…this is the truth. And wouldn’t you want to put the energy into doing what needs to get done rather than depleting your energy to try and *attempt* at doing what is needed? What if what is needed to get done is not what you originally thought? This is what I’m talking about…we are all asked to take a look at our priorities, our habits, our emotions, our beliefs, and see if they are in alignment now with what we feel. Have patience with yourself on this…it’s a process, and you are absolutely not alone.
Relating this to relationships, you may have learned that it is better to be alone than to risk getting hurt in relationship, that the deepest love you can imagine is not possible or that it won’t last, or that love is like the fairy tale movies and perfect all the time which can make you run away when a growth opportunity presents itself…this truly is the time for us to come together IN love, WITH love, BECAUSE of love, since we ARE love. We desire more of what we are, which is love. This is natural…and it truly is fear that stops this from happening…again, I ask you to look at your habits, your patterns, your beliefs, your deep feelings about relationships and love, what are you feeling NOW? What do you choose now? You don’t have to stay in the past, what has been known just because it is known…or rather, *was* known. In order to receive what you desire, there does need to be shifting. Deep love absolutely does exist and can be sustained forever, yet there needs to be a willingness to walk through any “challenges” that present themselves, for they are merely chances for you to grow deeper in love *with* love, meaning yourself, your intimate partner, and all that exists.
Ok, so my personal experience is that more than anything in this world, other than the work that I do in serving YOU (as you serve me at the same time), I desire and choose with all of my being to unite, in all ways, with my beautiful twin flame. Yet even so as I declare this, intuitively feel that it is time, I hold the deepest unconditional love and respect for our process of union as these days unfold…it does make it hard for me because as I mentioned I am very empathic and FEEL deeply, and those of you who are on this twin flame journey and awareness know that the connection and love with the twin is so deep, that you meet/love/connect in dreams, and yet there is this constant intensity of feeling your twins’ emotions/thoughts during your waking moments…I must say, that this can be much more intensified when you are in close physical proximity. Then, because I know that I am love, and I allow myself to feel the depths of my love so strongly, I just want to embrace my twin, all of who he is, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, physically,…to let the words fade away as we feel beyond form our love and the peace within our presence together…and when I am not able in this now moment to do this, yet I am aware of these nudgings, these emotions, it creates friction…and then there is this surrendering again, knowing that I am embracing him right now as I am writing this and you are embracing your twin as you read this…this is the truth. I do know, WITHOUT A DOUBT, that these days will unfold into our full union, and when the time is right, I will share with you all of the details that I am able, since our union is not just for us, but also for you.
Many of you have been writing to me saying that the courage that I have to take this step of moving from Hawaii to Los Angeles with this deep faith and trust has encouraged you to have more faith and trust in your own twin flame journey as well as in your life experience right now. Embrace right now, and allow yourself the process of letting the shifts come into clarity in its natural time…yet take action as you are guided when you are guided without hesitation…everything is unfolding as it should. When you feel from your human side and see with your spiritual sight, you will see that this is so.
I love myself, I love my twin, I love you and I love all that is. Have yourself a beautiful February 2012, in every moment!