I Surrender, My Love
You reach out to me, I hear your voice softly whispering my name, twice and then I am frozen in place, receiving the energy of you as it flows throughout me, born again, reenergized anew, created for you, for this. I haven’t given up, for how can a flower refuse to bloom when the sun’s warmth is surrounding it, the water from the heavens sustaining it and the love from the earth containing it…yet it seems that these tears that are flowing are healing the pains and the attachments to the separation that has us all running away from ourselves. In the deepest depths of our heart, we want to come together, to defy the limitations and perceptions that claim solitude is necessary. The insight from the skies are within us, and if this is so, then we merely have to embrace each other to receive an abundance of the sight so sweetly embedded IN us. It is no longer enough to say that we are one, to acknowledge this to our minds which are so eager to grasp onto something for control and false security, for it is essential that we truly act as though we are one…and if we are aware that we are one, what is keeping us from basking in this love between us, immersing out spirits in this glue that connects us, rolling around in this creative field of heaven weaving us so intimately into each other?
I surrender my love, the blank page, as it haunts me with its overflowing capacity to tease me into submission, has the well run dry? What am I here to do and how can I do it without the sweetness in the deepness of the kindness within your eyes as you love me again and again, reminding me of my essence again and again, fondling the seeds of my being into ecstasy by being, intimacy, into me see…yes you do as I do you. How can you interweave the melodies of your soul into the vibration of all that is without my tender caress over your soft dimpled skin, pushing our love juice into the folds of your bloodstream, breathing newness and aliveness into the vessel of your temple…
These tears that are flowing are healing the pains and the attachments to the separation as its intricate illusions that seem so real float away before me…and again, I hear you whisper my name, reminding me that you are here with me, though my mind grasps so hard at anything to control the fantasy that it believes is meant to harm me…this battle between my heart and my mind no longer lasts longer than a mere second, for the awareness of the truth of it all has grown unbearably and overwhelmingly strong. What is keeping us…are we being kept from beginning, swimming, beaming our lights together to shine brighter or are the lights keeping us safely suspended between heaven and earth, the spiritual and physical, as we dance between both, laying down the path of the interconnection of both to show the world what our souls already know?
I surrender my love, this empty bed that threatens me with its cool abyss, sucking me into the vortex of coupledom in human terms with visions of intimate moments our bodies have yet to experience though our spirits have weaved a beautiful tapestry of love inspired playfulness that would make children blush. How quickly the coolness becomes warmth when I envision your essence wrapped so comfortably close to mine…godliness, god and goddess in a game of equality that is constantly being played with no intentions for ending.
I hear you whisper my name, as your voice, the vibration of my heart as it beats so slowly, so rhythmically to the sound of you, overtakes me. I can no longer distinguish the difference between you and I, as you and I merge into oneness, over and over, sending waves of ecstatic bliss flowing throughout my entire being. I breathe in our love straight into my heart chakra, as it pumps our love juice into me, within me, inside of me you sing, as my mouth opens to release the tones of our co-creative symphony of light waves and love beams. Godliness, god and goddess in a game of equality constantly being played with no intentions for ending…I surrender my love… You reach out to me, I hear your voice softly whispering my name, twice and then I am frozen in place, receiving the energy of you as it flows throughout me, born again, reenergized anew, created for you, for this.